Don't Let The Smile Fool You...

2007-05-07T10:38:00.000-07:00

blogger sucks.... shifted to wordpress.....

2007-05-06T06:15:00.000-07:00

I found someone whose behaviour so closely resembles Rinaldi... The way they smokes, talk, joke, etc etc.... Its truly amazing how it can be so alike. Throughout that whole outing it was flashbacks and more flashbacks that it becomes scary.... Things turned sour between me and naldi... so will it happen for that guy as well?? Seriously wonder.....

2007-05-05T10:57:00.000-07:00

Today is a good day... a couple of downs... could have done better... but did not go on too bad after all..... SOS was quite a success for me.... zero complaints and zero loss from sales.... so glad..... and proud of myself....:D

2007-05-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed myself today... Thanks girls once again... Its always been great going out with you guys... Forgetting my worries and just genuinely smile....probably because after tomorrow I know my worries would be for nothing.... Everything will end.... Just soon....Found out about all the other courses... Still feel that tourism is right for me.....

Sunday would be SHOPPING day... thats why I like weekends off... Because it means hanging out with my buds....WOOHOOO.... Probably will go watch Songs of the Seas one last time before I would be gone for good....After so much of hard work there, think I should at least say BYE to Oscar!!! haha.....

After the past incident, I learnt to also trust noone....Not only that, I am never doing anything out of good intention....This would be my past soon... A lesson learnt and although was a tough one, I am glad this happen as well..... Makes me determine to go back to study.....

SWITZERLAND HERE I COMEEEEEEEE!!!!! ;p

2007-05-01T20:16:00.001-07:00

If the problem is one add fuel to the fire, why is it not the person who lit the fire that gets it but the one that add fuel that gets it???

2007-04-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

I have been working 6 days straight for now without a rest. Yesterday had 14 hours of work and it is freaking killing me... I forced myself up from bed today I maybe I should just call in sick... My whole body is aching and protesting like crazy.......

Whats done cannot be undone.... BUt just wanna say... I'm Sorry...

2007-04-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

NOw that I know how I am truly feeling, I was thinking of just saying.... BUt I always tend to do such drastic things then start regretting.... Sis said NO!!!! Don't do it because you know it is not worth it...

I probably will end up hurt... Not even being friends... Oh but nvm.... Its not the first time is it? *shrugz*

2007-04-27T21:26:00.000-07:00

Just a quick post before I hurry off to work.... Its been a great week.... Yesterday was a great day... Many good things happened.... Went out with chris and penny.... Ate green tea ice cream and talk lots of crap.....

Things started and made me smile in the evening... Ain't gonna tell you why.... But anyway.... Chatted with Tavo through skype for a whole 1hr28mins... It was pretty fun.... Except that often I can't hear him... I was like feeling all jittery... I mean its been so so long since I talk to him.. When I heard him say halo.... It feel goosebumps standing....

Sometimes its just the sweet little actions that makes you smile...:)

Having said all that.... Decide to go to SIM afterall.. Its not the usual kind. You study half a year in Singapore and the rest in Switzerland... How cool can it get????

2007-04-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

I tried resisting but failed badly.... Crap Shit!!!! Cooked up such a lame excuse.. GET A LIFE YIWEN!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHH

2007-04-25T00:52:00.000-07:00

Why am I in such a dilemna all over again. I do not want this to happen... At least not to me.... But I feel myself getting affected by it again and again.... I cannot control my feelings.... I really hate this..... Do you understand?

Don't give me the hot and cold treatment....

2007-04-23T20:19:00.000-07:00

You guys know, you kinda feel pretty wierd not working for 2 consecutive days in a row and its making me superb uneasy.... So I ended up not resting too much.... BUt yesterday was pretty good for the fact that I went to the gym with liah.... And did quite abit of talking.... Though I am still kinda lost... After showering we had to run in the rain and got wet all over again..... Met up with fen to watch a movie..... Don't say I am crazy, but yes I watched the 200 pounds beauty the second time... haha.... Its still as funny and as touching... I think its really sad when she was confessing... BUt it would be embarassing if I teared for that.... After the show, pretty much went to east point to get a haircut that does not seem like i cut my hair.....

Had a good chat with poor Tavo who was down with a cold and had to stay at home... It really funny...The things he say.... Strictly confidential... If you really wanna know, ASK ME!!!! BAHHH!!!!

Alright, prepare for work.. So excited to go back... Finally recharged....

2007-04-22T19:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday have been a pretty pleasant day... Got to slack at home until the night where I went out to watch a movie....that 200 pound lady show... haha....It is superb funny luhhh..... Very very funny... If you have time, go watch it!!!!

I finally realise what people means by you yuan wu fen.... I really understand now....

2007-04-21T11:38:00.000-07:00

Been missing Mousegear pretty badly these days..... And then, when I logged into Myspace, I actually saw the message that Star wrote to me.... It reminds me of so much... Reminds me on how much I wanted to drove the Buggy, and how much the people totally do not trust my driving skills and made sure I do not even go close to it... The closest I got was to sit on it while Shi Shi or Star is driving.....And then Star made my day on the last 2 days of my work by finally letting me drive... How thrilled I was at that time... The cold air biting my skin felt so good when I was driving at the maximum speed which was... 20? haha....

Anyway came across these videos that made me teared a little... OMG!!!!

This Video was taken by Fernanda during one of our debrief session... To help you all understand abit more... Everynight, Mousegear will have a debrief session to tell us how far away we are from our targets, what was the sales for the day.. the daily events and stuff.. Just like what we are having at Sentosa now...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_TunUxvgz4
Yahs... I am the one in the silly hat.... It was my darling's trish's birthday..... Those 2 in home clothes are my managers.... LOL....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=poZRFYwgyRE

This was taken after work.. If I never remember wrongly it should be around 1am or so... We have missed the darn bus so were taking our own sweet time... Did you heard me talk?? Kinda surprise by my own voice... haha.... LOL....

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A little bit of update, today went to help out at BEach... Prime Minister took the express train and actually Queued!!! haha... RAHHHHHHHH.... Thats all.. BBye!!!

2007-04-18T23:06:00.000-07:00

I am really trying to take my job more seriously... I mean I feel my passion for this job deteriorate so so fast that it doesn't make any sense... If I want to stay on in the service industry, this cannot go on!!!! I feel my temper getting pretty nasty at times. It can be just one incident that cause the whole day to be ruined. Yesterday was pretty enjoyable until I realise I made that Taxi Pickup mistake again... I am not angry with anyone but myself.... That Taxi Pickup just kept slipping out of my mind.....So the whole day's effort was wasted just because of a stupid taxi pickup.

I really think I should count my blessing as to the HREs that I get... They are all pretty supportive towards me...Thanks lots peeps.... And am missing those that have already left....Enjoy school life yea??maybe I should go shopping... hmmmm..

2007-04-18T11:22:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I seriously hate myself... Is there something like the Curse of the Taxi Pickup or something like that??? Why is it that whenever I do taxi pickup I have to screw things up?? Except that this time round I forgot to do Taxi pickup and had to gamble that X and Y or X and Z does not change their shifts!! Keep my fingers crossed!!!!

I would exchange anything for a few days off from work just to relax man... Which come to the Cruise thingy... close to 500 bucks just for less then 3 days.. though its 2 nights.... Worth it mehx???? *frownx*Tired tired... Tomorrow then blog.. buaizoo

2007-04-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

Ahha..... Its always good to go out with a group of tai tai wannabes on a day off because.... we will practise to be one.... Supposedly meeting to rent our graduation robe.. Did rent it of course.... Proceeded to The Central which is the new shopping centre which have almost.. NOTHING!! Ate at one of the Japanese Restaurant (god knows the name). But it served simply yummy food.. LOoVeee ITtt!!! Was crapping alot there... That is what we 3 gotta improve on if we really wanna be tai tais... DO NOT LAUGH SO LOUDLY THE WHOLE WORLD CAN HEAR YOU!!1 Thats because the loud and unglam laughter of ours proved that we are NOT tai tais....

Proceeded to watch the fashion show where we commented on almost everything I believe. Walked by the river and still do not want to give up the fact that we do not have the substance to be a tai tai. So we went to Gallery Hotel for High Tea... Chocolate Fondue... The people took hell of a time to get our food here. So I think they decided that they should not offend the gonnabe tai tais and offered us complimentary drinks. Muahah... Enjoyed everything except that after that we walked all the way back to City Hall!!! *faintx**

I really had a fabulous time.... Never wasted my time hanging out with these people.... Anyway haven come up with the decision to whether I should quit.. -_-

2007-04-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

Have anyone of you been caught in a situation where you so badly wanna leave a place yet feel the reluctance to do so? Not wanting to hide it any longer, I actually tendered my resignation since Tuesday and my last day was supposedly Monday. Nothing could describe how determine I was to leave Sentosa.... Yet as days passed by, I felt the reluctance of leaving getting stronger... I had endless of sleepless night since that day and have been thinking whether to just take back my words.... Do I really wanna leave the Imbiah that I was taught so much stuff. How to patiently handle guest complaints and even internal guest. I finally know how to deal patiently when situations occur.

Today was summoned by Sess and Judith for a talk... It was a relatively long chat to persuade me to stay on and not leave... Its not really hard for them to win me over considering the fact that I am already having second thoughts about the decision. They said that since they have yet to receive the resignation letter in black and white, they would just pretend it is a hearsay thing and ignored it.

Today actually allows me to look at the so called 'dark lords' in a different manner. They help me analyse the situation and really did much to motivate me.. But I really wanna leave but Sess one sentence stopped me in the track... You know this is the only place that would be able to provide you with the best experience in tourism. Damn!!! Was it true or what.... RAHHHHH

Dilemna, dilemna

2007-04-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

Whee.... Today's day off was definately very fruitful.... Spend the whole day slacking infront of the comp, chatting with friends, reading a good book and finally taking an afternoon nap....Although ended up with a headache, I quickly freshen up and headed to meet up with cheng... Instead of the usual plan of eating chocolate fondue, ended up at sakae sushi.....

When walking pass bread talk, I caught sight this supposed tree that allows you to leave message for your love ones... They called this a wishing tree.... which looks like this....
It sounds like something for people who have wishes unfulfil to keep hopeful.... But as we were browsing through the tree (out of kpo-ness) we saw this....LOL... The message was dedicated to this Steven guy while the message was You're fat.... SO MEAN!!!! haha... But me and sulyn had a good laugh....Morning shift tomorrow... bbye...

2007-04-10T10:48:00.000-07:00

Its yet again, the time to say goodbye... Unless the previous times where I felt so reluctant, this time round I made up my mind pretty quick I would say... Maybe I wasn't this attached as compared to the previous times....

I hope nothing would make me change my mind.... Tomorrow is my day off.. then it is time for a meetup session.. Hope everything goes well...

2007-04-07T09:05:00.000-07:00

Have anyone of you ever feel so surpressed by the power of the higher management that you find it hard to breathe? The fighting and vying for promotions, the backstabbing and the bootlickers?? Is this the way life works now??

Helpless would be the word to describe.. Can't everyone just treat this as a learning experience... I seriously pity the innocent parties who were dragged involved for no reasons. If you knew that the situation would turn out this way, would you still have made such a decision??

If all else fails, do one really have to learn to let go?

Was caught in guilt yesterday when i accompanied Estee and Yvonne to Beach Station and found out that Imbiah could not really handle the crowd since those at the Platform were both Newbies... Immediately, I went out of the station and help them set up the 'Q' Poles... Yes in my home clothes.... Then ran to the storeroom to get more 'Q' Poles... Afterwhich I directed them on how they can control the crowd and things got better.... Stayed there till the crowd left.... Felt terrible the whole night and did not enjoy my day out eventually... *sigh* But like von said, at least I did help.....

2007-04-04T11:08:00.000-07:00

Big bucks are rolling out of my pocket recently due to my latest junk food addiction....Tao Kae Noi Seaweed.. It cost $5.80 per pack... Am eating eat as breakfast lunch and supper....In fact jut finish the tomato flavour and have continued with the original flavour.. Its abit too salty i would say... But i just can't stop chewing on it... and its suppose to be real healthy... ( excuses for snacking) if you were to open up my stomach you would find a pile of greenish substance... seaweed of course...Anyway someone steal my seaweed today... When i woke up this morning and proceeded to eat my seaweed for breakfast, to my horror!!! there was only a few pieces left... How stupid can I get since I have a very very greedy monster sleeping in my room... haha...

Today pass by relatively smooth though am still kinda affected by yesterday's happenings. Am quite satified with my performance today cause i remain firm although the tourguide was arguig with me as to why I should let her in...I believe she will lodge a complain on me but well.. Whatever... I am just doing what I am suppose to.

I just wish I could turn back time... Back to the good old days....

2007-04-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

I sense my heck care attitude coming back again.... After getting it again and again, it kinda really tires me out. Even if I try to put in the effort, things just seems to go wrong... So I just don't wanna care too much anymore....

Today is by far the best day I have had for a long time. Was actually talking to Estee about how long I haven seen my friends and such. Met up with Kiku and Mango after the meeting and went to Seoul Garden for dinner despite my headache.... It was rather fun to be cooking, eating and laughing.. Super relaxing which is what I really like... Then went on DHL balloon which is ubber uber fun!!! We had fun teasing the whole thingy because they keep refering themselves as a flight.... My flight number was SB740.. LOL....They even told us to go to the departure gate..haha....

After which we thought that the night was still young and proceeded to..... NIGHT SAFARI!!! I really think that we are banana nuts.. We saved on the admission since I had the ASA Card, but we had to pay like so much for cab back... As usual nothing to see in Night Safari....but whats important is the company.... Tomorrow gotta work again... So buaizooo...

2007-04-01T11:09:00.000-07:00

First thing I wanna say is SORRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....

Sorry to my babes Fen, liah rrina, val for once again flying kite.... Especially to fen who keep trying to keep in contact but I never did have the time to reply... Sorry darling...:D

Sorry to Shanaz and Maz for bringing so much trouble to you people. I promise to work harder to master everything kkz? To lighten your loads...

Sorry to the HREs who were caught in my temper when I am feeling peeved and emo... Thanks for the encouragements and also being so tolerant...

Last week was one of the best week that I ever had since I joined Sentosa Express. 26th April mark the last day of the Musical Fountain.... Thanks for all the hard work during Musical Fountain crowd my HREs.. Really appreciate the teamwork and stuff... Then went for Aron's party.. Was kinda at ease and did have fun I would say. Before that went for Kbox with some of the peeps and then went manhattan fish market-ing with some beach-es and sentosa-ian and Imbian... haha...

To Yvonne, Thanks for guiding me through the dark path into brightness.. Thanks....

Mummy and Daddy, 10x for everything because you all showered me with the care I need throughout. Mummy for cooking and Daddy for transport.

I love everyone.. Muackx....

2007-03-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

Feeling so much better after sleeping in the bus for an hour. Was feeling kinda terrible after having a small lecture on my over reliance.... Kinda upset me, but well... I guess that is how I learn.

Pay finally came in yet $400 was given to my parents, $200 for my own personal savings leaving me with.....( NOT TELLING YOU!!!) I know some of the HREs reads my blog... So I shall Hush up about my pay...

Yesterday went to Aron's BBQ... Like his condo lots.. the atmosphere and stuff is great..... Food was never lacking and ate to our hearts content....Have another BBQ tomorrow at Grace's place....

I am in a dilemna... Wanna quit yet don't want to... AHHHHHHHHHH

Anyway was singing song today to keep myself awake.... And I went 两只老鼠，两只老鼠，跑得快。跑得快。Alicia then went, 老虎，老鼠，傻傻分不清楚.

LOL.... Its suppose to be tiger rather then rat... LOL...

2007-03-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

shit shit shit.... I am super super affected after seeing this... MouseGear pin... I really really really wanna have it.. Its not freaking hell for sale.... And I cannot find it on sale anywhere online... Disappointed like shit....

Name:"MouseGear - Opening October 1999"
Release Date:10/01/99
Location:Walt Disney World® Resort
SKU:190101991

This pin commemorates the opening of MouseGear at Epcot® in October 1999. This pin was a gift pin that was not sold to Guests.

2007-03-26T12:31:00.000-07:00

I suddenly just wanna say something... TAVO I MISS YOU!!!!! Was on the train today... Then recap recap... Realise really miss you and the rest lei.... Though we only become close friends during the last few weeks, but like you said its really too short a time and I really would like to get to know you better....;p (sorry tavo's girlfriend) haha....not that she will read it anywayyyy.... lalalal.... Don't misunderstand peeps....

Today things went on pretty smooth as compared to the previous few days.... I would say things are really getting better..... Musical Fountain has come to an end..... Bye KIKI... Now Imbiah will be so so quiet at night... not forgetting ghostly....LOL

2007-03-24T09:46:00.000-07:00

AHhhhh!! I want I want I want!!!!! Swatch Beach Volley Compeitition would be held right at my door step( Sentosa) yet I doubt I would be able to watch... SO much for fun working at Sentosa.... Can I temporary quit working at Imbiah and head on to the Beach but come back after that?? Can I can I?????

Speaking of which, went to Sentosa today, main reason for the SOS(Songs of the Seas), partial reason would be to go out with my family.... This morning when I woke up, Sis saw me and said:" Hi, long time no see" and I replied:" Yeapx, where have you been?"LOL... Alright.... Work have took up so much of my life that I haven seen my sister for a week... Oh well... No Choice...

Spending so much time in Sentosa already made me really reluctant to go back to Sentosa on my day off.. But seeing mummy's happy face is really worth it.. Especially the images of Singapore where she saw this movie vehicle and said:" Do you know when we were young, I never get to watch it because it was so expensive..." Like a small kid, she peeped in and was so excited and laughing.... I decided that I would bring my parents often here... Even if it is to come during all my day offs, I guess it would be really worth it.

Of all the attraction I been to, I would say that Fort Siloso's service is the best.... followed by Carlsburg sky tower.... Images would have won next if they haven been so rude to me during the start though they did go an extra mile after which.. but too late... The worst service I have received is then M******.. I am not saying it because of what, but they are really freaking rude.. I smiled and talked nicely yet the Admission Ops word on my card made things change... Oh well.. But a guy was nice enough to give mummy a new coin when she slot it into the wrong hole...-_-...

Songs of the Sea is really good... People its really worth the 6 bucks luhh.... Go for itttttttt!!!! haha

Its way time for me to move on..... Movingg... On....

2007-03-23T12:08:00.000-07:00

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
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Goodness!!! How true can this quiz gets? I bet all of you are thinking the same thing.... Haha... But the part I most agree with is the unusual job part... fancy taking up Admission host in Sentosa... haha

2007-03-22T12:11:00.000-07:00

My concerntration span is getting superbbbbbbbbbb LOW!!! I am waking up everyday feeling dizzy..... Going to work with a blur and blank head... How can I actually pass Maz the deployment list when she told me a million times that what she wanted was the checklist... I was super stun to myself.... And when Maz called to ask me why I pass her the wrong thing I was like.. Uh oh!!! Why did I pass her the deployment list.... Then I started being in a daze all over....

Today some wierd things happened in Imbiah... However I was like so fearless today... My HREs were saying there is really something.. But I really don't think I feel anything... So left the two of them upstairs doing Rovers with each other to keep company while I tried to do the roster for the newbies coming to Imbiah... Realised after awhile that I again went into a daze and gained zero returns.. Gave up and went back to dazing for abit before this guest came over to disturb me....

Apparently she lost her family and wanted me to use my cell to sms her family... I refuse to use my phone and thus called to sup to use the duty handphone... Manage to find the family in the end though I have no idea whether I did them any good since they started a quarrel right infront of me.... I interrupted and told them last train was leaving.. If they continue so they are gonna miss the train.. Then they left.....

This is such a superb boring entry... Shall go to bed now..... Why so grouchy... Aiyo!!

2007-03-19T12:28:00.000-07:00

I am blogging today becausee.... its my day off!! YAys!!! I mean, I know I still have to go back for the meeting but at least I don't have to work and if they make it fast, I will be able to leave early...!!! My decision was right... Keeping silent make me much happier... So my motto now is Do not bother do not care.... STAY HAPPY!!!

Alright....From today onwards I will blog my day base on Thumbs Up and Thumbs Down...

Thumbs Up....
- Help an old lady find back her family.. It was super tough considering the fact that we have language barrier.. But her expression when she found her family really touched me so...

Thumbs Down....
- Never take note of my surroundings... Toilet was placed for servicing but did not know until Maz point out...

- Lose my temper at the Indians cause they harrass Preena....

- Found out that I might have refunded guest for the wrong reason....

- Allowed Benjamin to make me so angry... ( BTW I TORE A PICTURE OF HIM) Sorry people.. I know it was meant as his farewell gift...

That is so many more downs then ups.... EEYucks!!! Gotta work hard on that....CIaox...

Start of Something New....

2007-03-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

MMMhhhMMmmm... Just wanna let those that who are really worrying for me know that I am doing fine.... And my frequent blog entries are for me to express how I feel and not anything else... Things are really getting better.. I know its gonna take alot more to get people to accept me.. But its ok... I will try and make it through... Think I really did trouble Shanaz and Maz more then I help....SO sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

After yesterday I told myself to start over fresh.... Yesterday I heard something that I believe I am not suppose to.... Shock I am, but after which I feel that it has really nothing to do with me.... So I am just going to act ignorant.... Best for both parties....

Seriously the taxi driver is freaking me out... I think I am gonna just work morning shift now... I am SO SO SO so not looking forward to tonight's shift and tomorrow and the day after!!! ARGH!!!!

2007-03-16T19:55:00.000-07:00

Oh My God.... haha....(Btw, My mom says I am using oh my god too much... And one day if I am really in trouble, god won't listen to me...) But still.... MY GOD!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH...... haha.... Doing roster now... Gonna let my eyes rest from the Alphabets and Numbers for abit first before going back to work... But I just realise I did something really really stupid.... That is to take up the night shift when I have to work morning shift the following day...I counted and that actually left me with 2 hours of sleep in between... Gonna chiong coffee like crazy...

Yesterday was the Sentosa's Annual Dinner and Dance with the theme Arabian Night... It was kinda boring I would say.... Yeapx and I did not win anything.. haha....

Pictures taken with the respective ICs and Sups.. Sitted is Shanaz, Irin, Shuba,Me, Von, Estee and Rani.. Osama at the top is actually Sess the Asst Manager.

Anyway.... More and more of the HREs are leaving... On Thursday was Aron leaving us...

Made a simple collage for him.. Wish you all the best in any aspect of your life.. Take care!!! See ya soon..

2007-03-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

Wheee... Today was kinda fun... Went to Sentosa... Bought this Beach Mattress which allowed me to sleep at the beach... Did NOT get sunburn today.. Lucky Lucky.. muahahhaa... Manage to catch up with my babes... and had fun with everyone... Wish everyday is like today... Lucky I did not back out during the last minute.... Sorry Desmond you couldn't join us... Will make up for it sometime soon ok???

Just some random pictures from the past few days before I go to bed since I am sending some stuff to my friend.... Everything went on fine.... Mango told me something that I really am very very tempted to do... It was what I wanted to do all along.. For the whole of my life.... I am going to freaking regret if I go for it... But I hate having to leave before I achieve anything... DILEMNA!!! I know everyone will say just GO!!!! Its what you wanted.. Screw it.... ARGH!!!

My Babes!!! Top: Val, Rrina.. Bottom Liah, Fen, me.... Sistas ever & ever....

During Alumni Dinner.... My table... Top row Des, Fendi, Yong Jie, Rifdi and Shawn. Bottom row same as first pic....

Guess who I met at the dinner? Koh Ye Rong lo... LOL.... Farewell Ken.... All e best...Mixture of the SEX Team...

Thats all... Buaizoo

2007-03-11T09:31:00.000-07:00

Finally almost half way done with the schedule that I volunteered to do. Finally something to do except waving and smiling... Paperwork ain't too bad at times... Just the right dosage would do just fine... Hope the schedule would turn out fine, but if it doesn't, then well.. All I have to say is that I tried hard... *shrugz*

SUddenly I feel a lost of identity... I tend to rely too much on some people making me feel like a total baby, while feeling myself distance from myself... I really wonder where the ambitious and confident Yi Wen went to.. I am learning to climb back up after a hard fall, but I am learning the freaking hard way..... Thank for all the support given by my friends... Especially someone who is always there to guide me through this dark path... Thank you...

Attended Volleyball cum Prss Alumni gathering.... The school song was played and all I could say was... Oh my god oh my god...When was the last time I went ' With pride and Joy let us sing....' haha

Alright tomorrow gonna go play beach with val and gang... SLEEP EARLY!!! Nitey...

2007-03-09T18:58:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... I kinda miss everybody... I wanna say.... Imbians I am starting to love all of you... I mean I really had my difficult times but now that everything is calm, I find things not that bad afterall. I mean I might still have to take time to understand everyone more.. Especially with the rest of the other stations IC and stuff. But I will try my best. I promise... I really wanted to leave Sentosa, even thinking of handing in my resignation soon, but I keep thinking and thinking.... After everything is over then I think of quitting? Its kinda stupid actually.... Thanks to Evangeline, Preena and Shanaz for listening to me grumble and whine throughout.. Maz for helping me to iron things out as well... Ken all the best for your NS.. Thanks for staying a longer period of time because it actually gave me time to go back to training mode while you take over the IC position....

Prom Night was kinda fun... Started with going with quant to Little India for threading, then to bugis for the makeup and hair-do.... Proceeded to the Hotel for the D&D... Its kinda fun seeing everyone look different.. Some pictures...

Class 13...

My Clique... haha.... My favourite picture....

Anyway tonight is the dinner for Volleyball gathering plus PRSS Alumni..... Oh and I just got my Arabian costume for the Sentosa Dinner and Dance.. Picture with my dad who insisted to me in the picture....

Ain't too bad since it is like the colour i like... But so revealing la... My tummy so big.. Still reveal tummy... *faintx* must start dieting... Wanted to cross dress but lots of pple disapprove... so yahx... there you go...

2007-03-07T05:49:00.000-08:00

I feel like...

a bird without its wings

a fish without water

a tree without its roots

a crab without its pincers

a shark without its jaws....

2007-03-06T10:06:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe this.. I feel so overwhelmed.... Nothing can describe my feelings now...

Singapore Polytechnic 2006/2007
S2 Examination Results
Student ID: 0408918
Name: KOH YI WEN

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
IS1004- 25 - A
BA0413 - 3 - A
BA0414 - 3 - A
SEMESTER GPA: 4
CUMULATIVE GPA: 2.97
DIPLOMA AWARDED

Can you believe this? Full GPA... Glasses almost fell when I saw it... But my cumulative sucks as always... haha... I HAVE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey hey hey.. Its a beautiful day!!!

2007-03-05T19:36:00.000-08:00

Too many events coming up.. too many too many... OVERLOAD!!!! First is the coming prom.... Which would be held like this thursday... Kinda excited cause its been a long time since I last saw the School of Biz peeps... Wonder how my friends will look like....Hmmmm... Then there is the coming Volleyball gathering... Did not want to go but heard that all my sisters are going so gonna go in the end... *reluctance*Volleyball gathering is coming Saturday... Actually I am kinda scared I won't be able to go to work in time the following day of my prom since we are going to Zouk after that.... Hrmpf!!

Then there is the Sentosa Annual Dinner which I die also don't want to go can.... The supervisors and IC said I should ( HAVE TO) go.... Kinda gonna whine about that.....' Having to go is one thing.. Having to dress up and go is another thing.... The phamplets says think Ali BABA and his forty thieves.... And I have to work on that day...-_- Shanaz says no more amendments for the schedule... I purposely had my schedue for that day as IC4 and smile gleefully at myself only to realise ( *with horror*) that is was changed to R2 to make it in time for the dinner.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okieee... can I can I apply off for 3 days to go Thailand with mango and kiku?? Can cAN??? Can....NOT!! I bet.. haha.... I am on 3 months probation and am not allowed to request leave.. Hrmpf.....

2007-03-03T19:20:00.000-08:00

Whao... Yesterday I was so so so emo.... god knows why luhhh.... Oh well... But its over and today is a new day all over.. And today is a nice day because I have my day off... Slept all the way and am now waiting for mango to wake up before deciding on where we wanna head to...

Yesterday I almost burst a blood vessel... This stupid stupid bitch cut my queue when I was queueing for stuff.... then said politely to queue but she turn around and said so? then I said so queue up!!! And she started screaming and shouting after I called her lowly class and uneducated..... I completely ignored her which angered her.... The rest is not worth mentioning.... Hope her toe nails break, her hair all drop, her face got pimple outbreak, she become so poor that she will have to beg on the street... and she become like pregnant now so she have completely no future!!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! And all because I am wearing the ugly Sentosa uniform resulting in me not being allowed to argue back... RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

Ok... lets like not spoil my day off mood.. pay is finally here..... Phew!!! Sigh of relief..... gonna celebrate after 15 days of torture....

2007-03-01T17:46:00.000-08:00

woots... for a start, Whee!!!! Got a day off today..... Got 101 things to do although i prefer to be slacking by the beach or something..... First would be the career fair things which I die also must attend.... better career prospects=happier yiwen..... Which links me to... People, I am not sad sad sad due to my job in Sentosa luhhh... No worries..... Its just me..... I just feel that I took the wrong stepping stone and fell just a bit.... But I am really really fine.... I will survive... Like I said I am not a quitter.... High perseverence, high durability and tolerance level (that is to come) still practising... haha.... Make myself sounds like Energizer battery....

Next would be Happy BirthdaY as well to my dear sister Yvonne, Liping and Jesslyn.... We all got the same birthday.. haha... Then would be thanks to all the well wishes...

Anyway.... Sabi and Geetha(my fellow imbians), were sweet enough to make me a card.....

Whats so special abou this card is that it is made by..... TAH DAH!!! THE SENTOSA MAP!!!! Lol.....

Was reading the blog of a friend of mine on how they stop eating and stuff just to keep slim... Oh c'mon..... This is so sick.... Making yourself puke, take pills, etc etc to have a slim and does not mean nice looking figure. Made me feel so so guilty for what I ate today..Went for yum yum sushi, Chocolate fondue with ice cream at Andersens followed by dinner at a Teochew restaurant... ALL MY FAVOURITE!!!! When I step on the weighing scale I almost fainted... When I worked for the past few days at Sentosa I actually lost weight.... But seems like I got them all back.. muahahhax.....

Girls should stop torturing themselves and unhealthy dieting should be ban... OK, I am jealous to see my friends all so thin... But WHATEVER!!!!! haha.... I shall not resort to unhealthy dieting and would swear to stay fat rather then doing soo.... Ok though I must admit I am super envious to see their figures after those torture they been through... BUt stilll.... haha... EAT EAT EAT!! YUm YUm!!!

NIce and chocolatey!!!! I don't usually take sweet stuff... But just had some great craving for sugar today!!!!

2007-02-28T19:19:00.000-08:00

I miss my MouseGear peeps very very very very much.... Was sorting out my stuff from Disney and was like arranging my photos and realise I am missing Mouse Gear thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
much....

I miss heading to work everyday in that ugly purple shirt blue vest and brown pants, stepping into Epcot in a different way from the visitors(through the cast entrance). Still remembered the first time when I step into Epcot... I was sorta in tears because it really felt so magical... The feeling was so refreshing and everyone seems so happy......

During that time I really learnt so much... Shared lots of laughter and tears with my fellow colleagues.. Most memorable would be the time where I was given counterfeit money... Cried like crazy and it was Star who actually comforted me for a whole 2 hours....

Was checking my email when I saw Jessica's email.. Really feel that tight feeling within me....

YI WENNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!How's life in operations? You know you love working merchandise more!!Life's been good at grad school - I've been hanging out with Trish alot. We've been down to Disney twice already - once to work. It's justnot the same without all the crazy kids. :-)I hope you can come back to visit!! That would be awesome - but youwould still need to keep your pole distance?I'm sorry I didn't get back to you sooner - I totally lost track oftime... I suck... Anyways, I hear you have a birthday coming up!! Soto wish you a happy birthday, I am *finally* sending you the MouseGear collage that I owed you months ago. :-) Aren't I wonderful?Anyway I hope you're doing well and I miss you!!~Jessica

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Want to cry liao.... I miss you peeps....badly..... especially at this rough edge now, really hope I have you guys here with me.....Miss ya Jessica, trish, karen, rach, jamie, deanna, lindsey, nichole, shi, steph, naldi, matt, melissa and all that made things different for me....

OMG...hate getting so emo!!! till then my babes...

2007-02-27T19:56:00.000-08:00

Storm came sooner then I expected... But I guess all is well now.. I hope.... What anyone of you think will not affect me anymore... Be it whether you think I am bias, strict, fierce or whatever... I am just gonna do my part....

2007-02-26T18:15:00.000-08:00

Too much things are happening.... So much that I can feel the anger rising inside me, the pressure and the reluctance of going to work. I mean, the people are nice and encouraging, but some really get on my nerves..... Like I was saying, don't take me for granted... I can be really mean if I want to....

But seriously had a good time with Evangeline yesterday.... I mean, I know we ain't suppose to be playing but for some reasons I was quite high yesterday and we sorta play around.... But somethings just crop up and totally have to spoil my day.... But I will carry on being an IC.... No worries about that... Because I AM NOT A QUITTER!!!!!

Oh well, just in case I forget, Happy Birthday Ying Ying... So sorry until now still haven got the chance to meet up with you... But pretty soon yea???

Oh and I decided to go for the Pasir Ris alumni cum Volleyball 20th Anniversary dinner because my girls are all going... RAHHHH.. I guess that will be the only time I see everyone so bo pianx..

Later got meetinggggg!!! I can feel a storm coming up though its so peaceful still.... Oh man Oh man......

2007-02-23T05:17:00.000-08:00

It kinda really irritates me... As in the things you do and say. Its really really very hurting... Do you have to make a big fuss of something so small.. Sometime I just hope I can run away or maybe that you are dumb and stop hurling insults to me... One day I am just gonna leave for good. I make good my words..... And because you disapprove to me working in Sen, I am just gonna do it. Even if it means overexhausting myself. I will prove to you that I can do what you can do, and do better then you..

Today had the IC meeting.... Together with Maz, helped the imbians to request for things like water dispenser, fans and also hard multiple tap cards... Of all these suggestions, at least the Sup is considering some of our suggestions.... SO hope it will work. Although I really badly do not want to be an IC any longer, I just could not get myself to say it to my sup.. I mean, number 1, he said that he is in a super duper bad mood. I don't wanna victimise myself. number 2 is that I wanna prove to people that I can do my job well and by requesting not to be an IC would not be of any help. How I wish sometimes that the standards I set for myself ain't too high... I know people are saying that I am making good progress. But I know it is super not enough... I have to work harder harder and harder....

I will give myself another week to work things out....just another week...someone please give me the strength to carry on..

2007-02-21T02:01:00.001-08:00

I have finally successfully close my vista account in USA and the remaining money that I had in it have been delivered by air mail over... As soon as I saw the letter, I was totally turned off....Reason being....(look carefully at the picture below

How can even a bank mistook Singapore to be a state in China??? What the hell... If it is some ignorant fools around who says that I have really nothing much to say except that they should really go learn their geography... but for a bank that is handling international transaction to be delivering the letter to Singapore as part of CHina, that is not much of a bank I guess. But well, luckily my cheque made it safely across the seas to Singapore.

Second day of new year was kinda sad because being the lazy me, I never went about to buy any New Year clothings. So I dug through my wardrobe to come up with this..

Its kinda an ugly combination I feel. But well... haha... That will do when you are only visiting reluctantly... Should have seriously work on the second day of New Year.... Ended up with Hong bao money of less then a hundred for that day. 50 bucks coming from my uncle who strike toto. the rest of the day spend in my dad's friend's place I think the most I got was only 30?

Well.... I am really starting to doubt my own capabilities and such. I really think that I am not capable enough to handle customer complaints. I tend to get agitated too easily... So I am intending to talk to my supervisor and see whether it is possible for me to step down as an IC... At least for the time being until I feel much comfortable and willing to handle the workload. I was told something by one of my HRE which is, why is it that you know nothing yet you are my IC. I really have no idea how to reply him. Being an IC, I should be the one helping and teaching him, not the other way round isn't that so? Therefore, I want to be placed on the different job positions and be familiarised with that before I take up greater responsibilities.

Oh well, I am just gonna wait till tomorrow's IC meeting before talking to the supervisor. At the mean time, CHILL!!!

2007-02-18T10:18:00.000-08:00

To all my peeps, Happy New Year..... Am typing away at 2.19am waiting for my hair to dry before like going to bed.

Although being the first day of New Year, it did not feel even close to New Year.... First and foremost, I slept so so so early partly because I am tired and also because I am bored. Secondly would be that usually I would be so excited from getting the ang bao from my parents. But surprisingly this year all I did was to say Thank You and kept the ang bao in my safe without even looking at how much it contains. Till now still have no idea... Thirdly was that I did not even feel like wearing anything presentable reason being its tiring.... However, after much persuasion from mum, I changed into thiss.....

Okie.. this is like the one and only cheong sam like thingy that I own.... Kinda like it loadss... It makes my shoulder not that broad....haha...

With my elder sister who never ever happen to grow up... Well... You can just judge from the picture I guess.

After the clothing fuss, headed off to bai nian and then to work. Work was a chaos... Super disappointed with myself because I lose my cool too easily... Like today people were just pushing to enter the station... People were pushing so badly one person who I was attending to almost got hurt. Being shocked by the fact that one person almost just got hurt when I am around to make sure things don't go wrong, I just flared my temper at the crowd and shouted:' Stop pushing or noone is entering the station'. I was so shocked by my own anger and try to kept compose... My GRs hearing me shout that too stop letting people in... Had a hard time struggling to maintain my composure back since I was close to tears... But things went on fine eventually... It was really a great test to my perseverance and getting to experience it the first time, I hope to be able to perform the next time round.

Lastly really gotta thank all the people that provided help to me... And to those demanding and impatient guest who thinks that they are the most important people in the world, SCREW YOU!!!!! I hope you just fall down flat on your face or something to teach you a nice fat lesson.. especially that guy who scolded like 3 ICs and 1 supervisor.... OUGHT-TO-BE-SHOT!!!!

2007-02-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

Another day of rotting at home.. NOt quite rotting actually... Woke up Super early (like at 10am) to go for body checkup..... Then to cash in my cheque from the US trip... Follow by rotting at home.. Later gonna eat Char Kway Teow with mango and kiku....

To all couples, Happy Valentines.. To all SIngles... Well too bad... Try again next year.. LOL....Had to work yesterday... Was kinda a quiet night... Sorta see couple walking around sweetly.... Yesterday was surprisingly peaceful.. Guess because romance in the air. Girls become sweeter and more gentle while guys more charming.... I am serious... When I say Hi welcome... The girls will smile sweetly while the guys say Hi and thank you back while holding to their girl firmly.. haha..... So yesterday everything was quite good except for one incident which I shall not bother to mention....

Yesterday had a lesson from one of my HRE shawn who was teacher me flowerlogy.... LOL.... Basically it is just saying what the number of flowers means and what kind of flowers means what.... Kinda interesting actuallly.....

Okie... Gotta go offf.. BBYE!!!

2007-02-12T20:25:00.000-08:00

LAH DUH!!!!! This entry is purely about complain complain and more complain.. So if you do not wish to read nor listen to my crap shit, just hit the cross button located at the top right and corner of the page.....

No 1: Why WHy and WHY must PRSSVBALL 20th Anniversary be combined with the stupid alumni gathering to form a dinner at Roland Restaurant.. Then we are suppose to have dinner with some unknown people from don't know where and not from volleyball.... I hate that idea so therefore.. Not going... I think they can do better than that... For prssvball do go soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo far despite all the crap shit that occured throughout the 20 years, I think we ought to have our own celebration and not just dismissed off like some nobody and meaningless event.. Think working on that day would be better...

No 2: Yesterday was placed to work as IC4 which is the midnight shift on my own... Apparently quite a couple of things occured although I learnt alot of things... First was this caucasian guy in his fifties slipped and fell and had a very very deep would on his hands... He needed stiches... So Lucky Mazrita was around. So she taught me how to do so. So wasn't too bad. Then during my shift some other things occured... Some which made me kinda unhappy because I seriously don't think its my fault at all lo.. NObody informed me about it.. So I shall not wanna continue mourning about it.. Anyway really gotta thank Benjamin for his help... Orelse we won't be able to do closing that quickly... Thanks very much....

ok gotta admit it yesterday wasn't too bad after all.... Anyway I realise I have a sudden interest in Watches.. Those wierd wierd lots of patterns watches.. hha... Think gonna start collecting watches already... WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-02-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

Today went shopping at Vivo City.... For prom dress... Could not find any at all lo... So disappointed. Everywhere is packed with New Year Clothings and stuff.. Don't start saying I am kiasu cause I have to work and have no time left to go shop for prom dress. Saw this dress that I simply love!! $458 bucks....Was having a conversation with mango about it....

Don't let the smile fool you... says:
if any guy buy that 458 bucks dress for me
Don't let the smile fool you... says:
i go steady with him
Don't let the smile fool you... says:
LOL
mango. says:
you go tell your suitors lah
mango. says:
they will combine to buy
mango. says:
then you have to go steady will all of them

SO funny LUH!!!!BUt whatever luhh... Super like that dresss....*sigh* to die for... but for a prom.. and so ex...RAHHHHHHHH

But anyway bought an alternative dress at Bugis which is like simply PACKED today... Bad choice to go out today.... So I am all set for prom....TAh Dahh.. Sianx....

2007-02-10T19:13:00.000-08:00

Its yet another day off for me.... La duhhhhh.... Was kinda interesting yesterday... The crowd was overwhelming.. HAs 20000 people on the island... They are expecting 60000 during Chinese New Year.. So someone please bless me with your life... Yesterday after the musical fountain show, the crowd was overwhelming... The platform was packed with people... And I mean sardine packed... But luckily I was downstairs while Shanaz was upstairs.. I was helping the guest to get into the station through the turnstiles... Since alot of people bent their card, they are unable to enter and jammed up the queue.. To those that are reading, when you enter sentosa they give you the green tap card.. Don't freaking bend it can?? You will break the sensor chip inside then cannot enter..... OK HORX!!! Orelse let me see you all cannot enter sure whack you all hard on the ass the next time I am off duty... Hrmpfff.....

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Prom DRess!!! HOW HOW HOW??? HAVEN BUY!!!! haha..... Don't know how luh.... But actually sort of liked a dress that I saw at Vivo... NOt bad. Think gonna get it after New Year or something....lalala.. go off now... byeeeeeeee

2007-02-09T07:39:00.000-08:00

Has a conversation with my friend from America just now... Kinda funny.....I was kinda watching girls out loud from youtube and was commenting on how unromantic guys can be nowadays.. which reminded him of the time when I said he should be more romantic.....Thats when he said this..

T@vo says:
i have romantic ideas
T@vo says:
i wanted to chas u...but...
T@vo says:
hahahahahaha

LMAO luhhh... haha....
Tomorrow gotta go to work again.. Don't have to work is super sianx.. Got to work also super sianx.. what I wan huh huh huh??? Aiya forget it. Go sleep... Tomorrow work night shift till 12.45am... Nite peeps....

2007-02-08T04:23:00.000-08:00

Whoa whoa.... Finally tomorrow is my day off!!! Phew.... Its super duper tiring can... The HRE knowing that I am an in charge just do not wanna let me off.. Thinking I am an incharge, they think that I should know everything... But not considering the fact that I am a newbie who have only been with Sentosa for less than a week. Was talking to them yesterday and they were like trying to test my knowledge on Sentosa... I won't say I am good, but since I am suppose to be their IC I read up alot alot alot on Sentosa... They asked me questions like how big was Sentosa... I went 500 hectares... How high is Sky Tower? 131m above sea level... How long are the beaches.. 3KM.... haha... lucky the questions they ask I all know lo.. So they were satisfied and listened to my orders the next time round.....

Today finally learnt what IC gotta do.. Though is a super big sacrifice to have to slp only 4 hours. Then rest of the day was like observing them do their work while occassionally will tell them what they did wrong... From the room that I am in, there is actually a cctv that shows what all those I am in charge in are doing. So when I see them not doing their job have to go and say them luhhh. Which I super bu xi guan... They never wave their hand to the tram then I went to tell them must wave must wave... then they wave already I leave never wave.. Then in the end I told them I am watching youuuuuu... haha... Must wave horx... then they very cute... Wave to the CCTV la... If let supervisor see sure die lo... haha....

My feel for customer service comign back again already... So glad.. Today met people from the usual countries like Japan and China. But whats more is that I met people from England, Norway and Perth too... I seriously miss those guest I use to have from England at Disney... Cause of their accent... Then I will bet with my subordinate where they from... Then I guess correctly from England luhhh.. LOL....

*Happy but tired*

2007-02-07T06:32:00.000-08:00

WTH!!!! tomorrow start at 6.30am.. Taxi gonna be here at 5am while I have to wake at 4am... RAHHHH... Today basically is use eye power la... See how people do things.. Then I went to help out at the rovers section there.... Then talk to one guy and decided to call him kiki... Cause his name so hard to remember. Then he copy my manager call me moon la.. wah laooo

Then when I was walking I heard someone call moon!! Then I turn around cause scared is my manager call me... Wah lao.. Is that KIKI la.. So angry luhhh.. Then he keep laughing cause I responded to him calling me moon ......

SIanx sianx sianx sianx... Long hours boring work.-_-

2007-02-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

2nd day of work.... Basically is training training and training... During one of the 10 minutes break I fell asleep. Did not want to but really too tired. Know it sorta made a bad image on me... But whatever. I am really so tired.... Been sleeping so little only... Only good news is that gonna get my pay in advance due to New Year.... Muahahhaha....

Tomorrow finally gonna start on the job training.. Kinda excited... Gonna have my own station to work at.. the Sentosa's Imbiah Station.. Isn't that just so cool? haha... But I guess I can never escape from the torture of ugly costume.. How does a Bright Orange and Green shirt and Dirty Green shirt sounds to all of you? Yes you guys are right.... Sounds like some pathetic toilet cleaning auntie costume....

Today had my first interaction with my first Sentosa guest!!! It was actually this small little boy who came to ask me how much it cost to ride the Carlsberg Sky Tower... So being tall me and short him, I bend down to his level and ask him what he need when he pulled my shirt.. He went:' Jie Jie, Jie Jie, Zuo nei ge yao duo sao qian?' In English it actually means sister sister, how much does it cost to ride on that... And I was like.. uhhhhh... Then I remembered I had a map in my pocket... Thanks to Disney where I had the habit of keeping a tell a cast and a map with me wherever I go.. So I took it out, find out and told him the price. Sense of satisfaction.. muahahhaha

Okie.. Kinda tired already. So shall just go to bed.... BTW... By manager gave me a name.... Moon!!! cos my other colleague is called sun... WTH ritex? haha...

2007-02-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

Just gonna do a little blogging before I go to bed... Today woke up super early to go for work.. Like 6 in the morning... Actually supposed to wake at 6.30am but was feeling super cold so no choice but to wake up...

Work was kinda boring... The Station ICs were too busy to teach me much.. But was told enough to let me know that I am gonna be a Station IC too.... Basically taking care of the welfare of the part timers and also to be there for them when help is needed.. And also opening and closing.. Kinda like the job scope of the managers in Disney.. Gonna do a great job I hope!!! Prove to that stupid Tom that I can do his job just as well or even better than he do.... Hrmpf.....

Anyway... Happy Birthday Desmond!!!

2007-02-04T01:06:00.000-08:00

Shit... I am so so pathetic now... I have a splinter on my foot, sunburnt on my shoulders, muscle ache all over and a swollen hand. My goodness.. That is how weak I freaking am. I think I can't make it to work tomorrow. Aching all over will kill me... Later gonna meet su lyn for some coffee.. Today gonna turn in early. Have to wake at 6.30am tomorrow just to get to sentosa by 9am... Freaking pathetic can... Just for $1350 which I have no idea if CPF has been deducted. High chance is no lo....

I am really tired of being the one always showering people with care and protecting them. For once can someone be the one showering and protecting me? I guess that is what I really missed about USA... My friends are all so protective towards me. Its just kinda nice to be the pampered one. SO who is gonna be the one??? haix...

2007-02-03T04:35:00.000-08:00

Just came back from sentosa.... And I realise my volleyball skills is so lousy can?? OMG... Cannot make it la... And my stamina is cannot make it luhhhh... RAHHHHH!!! Gonna start training up... Hrmpff.... Pretty much had a good time... Talked to liah who say that I am no longer as hyper as before... well.. I am turning 20 soon... *frownx* Got just abit sun burnt.. But not as bad as fen.. haha....

For the benefit of my dear friend Tavo who wants to see what Singapore's beach is like, gonna post a couple pictures....Ok... I know its more pictures of me with my friends, but well... just ignore that part and look at the scenery.. muahaha...
On the tram with liah..

The more you dun wanna take with me, the more I wanna irritate you. :P Look he is so so reluctant!!! hahaMe and my babes!!! Love them lotsss....Me and Des....Group Photo!!!!

Can see the view?? LOL... Don't think so.... I think I really should start getting more sleep... My eyebag getting darker le... And I never use to have any... *frownx*

2007-02-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

Okie. I know this is my second entry of the day.. But just wanna say.. I GOT A JOB!!! *jumps around in circle* Went for job interview at sentosa today... Got the job on the spot... NOt bad right??? I think I really know how to crap.. Pay is like $1350... Full Time.... Ok la.. Dun hiam is not bad le.....

Today drove all the way to kallang to fetch my sister home. Been so long since I last really drove.. The experience was like so cool... EXCITING!!! haha.... So well.. More to come.. Hopefully by prom I would be able to drive on my own....

Tomorrow going sentosa.... I stress again that I am glad that I will meet all of my sisters again!!! Liah, rrina, fen.. miss ya guys so much... Too bad val can't join us... But its ok luh.. Still got chance de....

Anyway Desmond.... Tomorrow I am gonna get back at you.. suan me till very shuang ritex... *evil luffs* The Return of Yi the Evil!!!!

2007-02-01T20:21:00.000-08:00

Woots... Once a person gets lucky, the lucky streak just continues.... Oh well.... Got a job interview with Sentosa later on of the day.... Its gonna be a long journey all the way there. But I guess its gonna be worth it... I hopex....Was kinda a last resort since I am so broke. If I get the job I would just have to start travelling to and fro on the train for long hours for the next at least a year of my life. Not too enthusiastic about that....:(

Anyway tomorrow gonna go Sentosa to play volleyball with my sisters and some of the other guys... Kinda excited since its been so long since I went to play volleyball and also been to Sentosa. So yeapx. Something really worth looking forward to.

Actually I now super mao dun. I mean I really wanna go Vegas to pursue my education but its like I can't bear to leave everything that I have now. The people, the comfort zone and food especially. I seriously do know I am a person who does not know how to take care of myself but still, I mean its for my future sake ritex?

Oh well.. Gonna go shower and get ready for the interview... teedah teedah...Ciaox!!

2007-02-01T00:12:00.000-08:00

Muahhaha. Just when I was starting to feel hopeless and life is meaningless...Disney created magic for me!!!! My payroll arrived via my very beloved SINGPOST!!! muahahaha... hmmm... A hefty sum of US$152.24... Ok... exaggerating.. Definately not a hefty sum...But still quite a considerably big sum of money for me... But all is going to my mum... WTH RITEX??? But being the smart me... I have another 80USD still in my US bank account.. AND THAT IS MINE TO KEEP!!!

Since good things always comes in pairs... The next good thing is that.... my US tax withheld has arrived too!!! A hefty sum of 271.40USD... See how the government cheats money... I am not saying just USA but also other countries... Example the country that just increase their tax to 7% I think.. Wonder where that is.. LOL... that means 423.64 to keep... And i promise my mum to return her 350 bucks leaving me with 73.64USD.. *jumps around in circles*

See.. Actually our pay is so pathetic... Had to deduct rent and stuff to leave me with 152.24USD when i initially had 233.45USD....What I don't understand is why they still deduct rent when I not even staying there already.... Oh whatever.....

And look.. Even the cheque Disney issues have to be special with that Mouse at the top right hand corner... Ain't this just so cool???? Oh btw.. Though this is the real cheque. If anyone have the thought of printing it to stupidly cash it out, that is not the full picture of the cheque... So happy guessing the few back digits of the cheque etc etc....

Thats all for today!!!! muahahax. rich rich!!!

2007-01-30T06:49:00.000-08:00

Today went over to Orchard to celebrate min min bday together with ryl and dine... Have no idea why when I am with Geraldine and Lee min its always about eating.. Went to Cineleisure... NOpex not to Sing K, Not to watch movie.. But to EAT!!!! -_-.... ordered like so much food to eat and we finish almost everything up.. So proudx!!! haha..

Went Photo whoring after that... Been ages since I last took Neoprint in Pretty in Tokyo.. LOL...After which went to shop around.. Then start to get lazy all over again and went to TCC to slack... Ordered some drinks and continued our photo whoring session!!!

SO well... With so much financial constraint, I have decided to just rot at home for the rest of the week.. Until my next week allowance comes in... At the mean time I am gonna stick to my mum like glue. Cause it means she is gonna pay for everything.. muahahah...

Bday gal and me!!

2007-01-29T20:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday my darling min min....

20 years old le wor... haha... Still remember when in US when I come home you are always asleep.. The sleeping Beauty of our house wor.... Then always take care of me and force me to eat....Then when I sick still lend me your Victoria Secret BathRobe to keep warm... No link sia... haha. Your bathrobe still got medical ointment smell?? haha.... Really appreciate you being there for me throughout all the times... Although we do not agree with one another at times.. But when you are angry really very cute lei. haha.... Will always remember your Duo Wu Fen Zong LA..... When you are sleeping on the couch.. thats what you always say when I try to wake you up... haha... Once again.. Happy 20th Birthday.. and may all yoru wish come true...;p

2007-01-28T05:16:00.000-08:00

Freaking shit... Really miss states like crazy.. Singapore is so boringgggggg.. Boring life.. Boring everythingg... Nua at home everyday... Don't say I have no life since there is nowhere that I can go too.... Some pictures from USA.. Just got them from Geraldine...

My baby... Fell in love with him at first sight....Happy Halloween.. BOO TO YOU!!!

My darlings... Geraldine and Min min.. Thanks for taking care of me throughout my difficult times... Especially min min who have to keep coaxing me to eat and drink herbal tea... *muakx*

The 4 of us girls from class 13.... WEILING LING LING LING LING... :PThis picture is so funny.. Have no idea when I took it.. But anyway.. Muakx to everybody!!! LOL!!!

2007-01-26T17:46:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! So freaking exhausted can. Went to celebrate Jessica birthday and only reached home around 4am.. And guess what? My mum wasn't sleeping when I got home.. She is banana nuts or something? Got a trashing from her for being home so late. But well.. Its not always that I go out till so late so I think its ok.. But i guess its just different context since I am not longer in USA and therefore my freedom restricted...

Finally got myself all that I need for New Year... Which is my heels... Yipee!!! Time to collect Hong Bao!!! Now its like crisis for me since I am flat Broke..Woke up like at 9.30am partly due to my sister's phone ringing and also to prevent my mum for niam-ing me.. Knowing her for like 19 years of my life, I learn to be in her good books when I "did something wrong".

Gotta prepare to get reprimand by her liao... *yawnx*

Once again... Happy Birthday Jessica.. And may all your dreams come true...:D

2007-01-24T05:42:00.000-08:00

Woots!!!! Just came home from a day out with sista Yvonne.... Really did catch up quite abit with her... Went to watch Apocalypto.. Yeapx I know I have seen it before.. But its really worth watching the second time.. First time I watch a show twice wor.. haha... Then went for sushi buffet!!!! So cool luh.. Been so long since I ate there.. SO SO FULL!!!!

Ok.. another bullshit entry.. buaixxxxxxxx

2007-01-23T07:04:00.000-08:00

Today is a longggg day!!!! Went for a couple of interviews but don't think will succeed... Did not have the relevant experience required. But gonna continue trying.. After which went to meet up with Wendy, Jessica, Lum, Mango and Kiku to celebrate Jessica and Wendy birthday... Had some desserts at NYDC followed by went to arcade to fish for soft toys.. Always felt the fishing of soft toys is kinda pointless since it is so hard to get.. Bought a story book to keep myself busy since I have no job.. duh!!!

Looked around for the prom dress. Actually did tried one dress on that I quite liked.. The sale lady is a total haughty bitch... Thinking we can't afford it... Screw ya yea??/

Find this entry kinda pointless.. But am really super bored.... I feel so lost... I miss so many people in USA.. I think I am annoying the shit out of everyone around me since I kept talking about USA.....arghhhhhhhhhhh... SO STRESSSSSSSSSSSS

Cherlyn please save me...!!!! Have you wrote to the lady from Uni of Nevada??? ASAP YA????

2007-01-21T16:02:00.000-08:00

SP did it again!!!! They called at 7.45am to tell me that something that I applied for was denied!! WTH!!!! Its not like the sky is falling why do you have to call that early?? RAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Doesn't matter.. I have to go do my logbook anyway... Not yet complete and have to finish by today... -_-!!!

I am more determine then ever to go to USA.. Things has significantly changed in Singapore.. I just wanna leave since I don't feel I belong.. I thought I was the only one feeling this way but nopex... Quite a couple of those that went to USA are feeling this way too...

Gonna check out UNLV and then see how luh.....

2007-01-21T02:05:00.000-08:00

I am gonna move on.....

Cherlyn I am gonna kill you tml.....

2007-01-20T00:37:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I really don't understand people.. Wants to make comments yet do not dare to admit... Look at that F word on my tagboard... GET A LIFE ok? How freaking old are you?? What is this all about? Jealousy or Hatred? BUt whatever it is if you wanna comment write your stupid name down ok? I won't bring a knife to your place to stab you in the middle of the night.... Sometimes really wonder how some people can be so childish and naive thinking. But whatever....

Today went shopping again.. hehex... Bought this black top...
Cost like freaking $40 bucks.. Kept complaining that Singapore's standard of living is getting so freaking high... NOT FAIR!!! Think I have to go back USA... Things seems much cheaper there... Except for food... (Correction: Except for HEALTHY food)

Anyway found this picture taken with my colleagues on the photo album of my colleague Fernanda... This was taken during our daily night meeting after the store closure... Kinda miss the days at Mouse Gear with my colleagues.. BUt still glad I am back home.... Finally been tasting some real food!!!

2007-01-19T06:14:00.000-08:00

Wheee.. BAck from Batam... Was a short yet interesting trip... found out abt lots and lots of stuff that I would not have learnt of... Started my day off with an interview with ducktours for the position of customer relations officer. No idea whether I will get the job.. But if they are interested in me then there would be a second round of interview...

Followed by walking around Vivo City after the interview... And look what I found!!! Disney Crocs selling at 50 plus SIN dollar!!! In USA its like 50 plus USD!!!! With more colours then disney.. LOL

Headed to meet up with my parents and sister to go to batam to celebrate one of my dad's friend's daughter 21st Bday party...To my surprise when we reached the harbour.. we were brought to the VIP ROOM!!! Then a guy took our passport to the immigration counter to have it stamped.. We just sit down and waited.. The reason is if I am not wrong is because the port was built by my dad's friend... Me outside the VIP room!!!

Proceeded to shop around and bought a couple of stuffs... Okie.. quite abit of stuff...*grinx* After which was brought to the service apartment hotel also belonging to dad's friend!!!!ME photo whoring inside the apartment!!!

Then was the birthday party... Was a poolside party... Happy Birthday YENI!!! They had lucky draw and my number got in third though my sister got my present for me..., muahaha... Thats becos i went to help my mum get hers.... Picture with birthday girl Yeni and her sister Susy...

Before going home.... Went for some lunch at this store that sells nice nice fish... Yum Yum!!! And then here I am packing.. And look what I did to my pooh!! Happy Graduation POOH!!!

2007-01-16T04:35:00.000-08:00

I really wanna know what is going on within me.... From don't know how long ago, everything that you do irritates me... Your voice, the sight of you and the thought of you.... People says I am being so mean to you.... But I really can't help it... Maybe we should just stop contacting each other for awhile.... Sorry.....

2007-01-15T15:41:00.000-08:00

Okie.. Since weiling ask me to put her photo then i put lo.. You dun regret lo.. haha....There you go....See Weiling... Ain't you honoured??? I dedicate this for you....

Muahahahah....;p

2007-01-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps.. I am finally back in Singapore.. so if wanna call me or stuff... Feel free to do so... Number is still the same though soon to change....Last day at USA was kinda hectic... Went to close bank account, then to premium outlet to shop for last minute stuff.. I shop the whole premium outlet on my own luh!!! then went home to put my stuff... Followed by went to my work place for one last time... HAd final evaluation done by my manager... Log book i got an A... Then for the Disney evaluation I got an exceeds expectation for job performance...;p...

Some pictures... Was so stress for the last few days which explains for that horrible pimple on my forehead... ARgh!!!! Its still there... Hrmpf...
Starting with 2708!!! My eat shit play together roomates... Jieying, Cherlyn, Min Min, peifen and liting...Taken before we left for the airport.... Me and my roomate... Gonna miss her.. haha...Happy ma Peifen.. Finally heard me say that I will miss you...;p

This is the manager that most people dislikes.. But I like her most because I think she is the most genuine and sincere wanx.. She really took care of me when I am feeling sick and stuff.. She drop by to see whether I am feeling better during work ever so often.. Thanks Linda...Mouse Gear my workplace.. This is one of the 4 exits we have at Mouse Gear....

This is taken on the bus back from work.....

2007-01-09T22:51:00.000-08:00

Wootss.... Got back my log book already.. Got an overall A from Disney.. So happy luhhh.... tomorrow will be my last day of work already... Luggage are all packed already.....now waiting to buy last minute stuff....

Start missing my family..... Conversation with my sister...

Don't let the smile fool you.. says:
fat fat big huggg

Phyllis says:
hugg~~~

So cute ritex??? LOL LOL!!!!

Okie.. time to go to bed..... BYEeee

2007-01-08T23:21:00.000-08:00

Omg.. today before i go to work was super irritated by one of the disney cast member.. did a complain against her.. She actually threw the shirt at me.. not even offering me a bag or a receipt... She super deserve it luh.....

Went to work and realise I was at prep with Tavo!!!! really kinda fun... Listen to him talk about Peru and his friends with benefits... Lol.. You still owe me flower luh... ;p;p

Today met a stupid bitch.... argH!!!!!

2007-01-08T08:32:00.000-08:00

tired... tired....

2007-01-06T09:36:00.000-08:00

Time truly flies....Tuesday marks the end of my internship... I still remembered the frequent unhappiness that occured in my apartment. During this internship, I learnt to tolerate and accept others faults. It was never easy since our apartment is constantly in a mess and the sink is always full of dishes.. But still I survived.....

Then was work... On my first day entering Epcot, I was full of emotions. This was the place where I traveled 22 hours flight to come to work to. A magical place for everyone. I could still recall the time when we were gathered in a circle infront of the fountain where we were announce as the new members of the Epcot family and were warmly welcomes by all the guest....

Then was the start of working at Mouse Gear.. It was my worst ever moment that could possibly exist.... Still remembered the frequent times where I ran to the restroom to cry due to the work stress. I truly hated working then!!! Then I met the college programmers.. Trish and gang.. They were there to support me when I needed... I might hate having to work, but working with them make time flies so quickly...I enjoyed going to work and look forward to doing so....

The last few days of work for them was by far the worst for me... Because of the emotions and tears... I really treasured the time with them... Our breakfast when we work extra magical hours and all. Will miss you guys....

This whole internship really help me become more independant and mature in my thinking. At times when I am sick, I had to take care of myself because mum isn't around to take care of me. I had to learnt to use my money wisely to prevent overspending.... Telephone bills, groceries and food had to be paid.... Laundries and dishes has to be washed constantly... socks have to be washed daily( my most hated thing so far). Assignments had to be rushed and completed.

I will miss this place that I used to call home....

2007-01-04T22:21:00.000-08:00

Some random pictures of the people I met here in Disney.....

Lizzie.. She is a really sweet lady who came to take extra hours at mouse gear quite a couple of times.. Kenneth... Also someone who came to take extra hours then know him de... TAVO!!!!! Correction... he is from Peru not Brazil... LOL... yeapx.. still very gd friend.. hahaRON!!!! He is a joker... and a really nice guy.. wanna ask him be my grandpa.. LOLKaren.. Supposedly her programme ended already.. But met her at Mouse Gear doing some shopping.. Miss ya like crazy gal....

2007-01-03T22:44:00.000-08:00

Omg.. I am so freaking exhausted now... Today went to Florida Mall shopping.. Did not really spend as much as expected.... Then went to Mouse Gear to see my colleagues for one last time.. I cried like crazy.. really like very sad.. everyone is crying... all of them were like will never see you again.. Made me cry like a baby... Did Hokey Pokey for the last time with them....Had a video but not gonna do anythign abt it until I get back to spore...No pictures tonight.. too tired le....

2007-01-01T22:59:00.000-08:00

This must be one of my most depressing days.. Today 3 colleagues left me... We did the last hokey pokey, last last call, last photo whoring, last group hug... I am feeling so so so so sad... I don't want to have to see them leave one by one... Tomorrow the rest of them are all leaving.. Leaving me and Rinaldi.. And I was just told that Rinaldi have Wednesday and Thursday off next week. Meaning I am the last to leave Mouse Gear... I don't want... I really don't wanna be alone.. Why must you guys do this to me??? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Picture below...Individual pictures with those in my cliques...
My workplace collage... Of all of us as the CPS.....

Me and my yoyo karen... she left today... I will love ya always... and your VISTA WAY!!!My dear trish... I really really really love yaaaaa..... Tomorrow gonna leave me... Miss ya like crazy!!!Jamie..... a girl I only get to be close with recently..Never had a chance to really be with her... Nevertheless, this short meeting had been really wonderful...Rinaldi.... my close friend from the start at work... Really thanks for being there yea??? still got 1 week with you at work place.. don't need crap so much yet.. haha...

hehe... this guy is a college programmer taking extra hours at my work place.... Geraldine, picture not bad ba?? hehehehe

AHHHHH!!! Screw blogger.. cannot upload pictures again.... next time then blogggg!!! tomorrow will cry a river luh...

2007-01-01T09:35:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everybody... This might seem to come kinda late... BUt its the start of New year still in USA.... Had to work a shift of 5.30pm to 4am.... SO basically celebrated my New Year at Mouse Gear with my colleagues.. It was realy not too bad since the management allowed us to watch the New Year fire works.. we were given VIP locations and were so super excited.... Words would not be able to describe how beautiful the fireworks were... All I can say is that after watching even the regular fireworks of Disney, I feel that the national day fireworks in Singapore is such a letdown.

Basically the store was thrown beyond description... The jewellery stand I was in charge in was so messay I spend 2 hours and 45 minutes on it and still could not complete arranging it... Tom the manager then told me to forget about it and go do the putbacks.... I was overjoyed about it... How enthusiastic would you be to be putting back jewellery from 1am till 4am in the morning non stop??? That was so duh....

The 2006 Fall and Fall advantage Mouse Gear collage is out... Simply gorgeous... Show you guys when Jessica send me a piece of that.....:D

Now for the pictures I took this morning during breakfast....:D

Me and my Darling Trish... She is the one who kicked me to the hand...:D

The one thats always kena bully by me.. I always says that she looks like a hamster, mouse, rat blah blah blah.. Whoa... Pole Distance JEssica!!!Me, Karen and Nichole.. Really love Karen.. Today is her last day of work... *sad* I will really miss ya... And your VISTA WAY!!! haha.... Nichole... very sweet gal I met from the very start.. Been very caring towards me...

Karla, me and Deanna.... Karla is gonna rise to management at Animal Kingdom soon.. Deanna is the girl that loves me.. I love her too!!!

Finally a group photo...

From the top left: Rinaldi, Karen, Amanda. Trish, Jessica, Melissa.

Bottom Left: Rosalind, me, Karla, Nichole, Deanna

2006-12-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

My workplace college programmers start this circle of love thingy... SO it goes like this.. I love this person, this person loves that person and the list goes down... So I am loved by Deanna... hehehe... BUt Trish is jealous... So that is what she did to my hand....

Being me, and not too pleased with the fact that I was 'kicked' by Trish, I went to drew Jessica, Melissa and Trish hands... Hehehehe...

Tomorrow gotta work at 5.30pm till 4am.. Struggle struggle.. Then after that going for breakfast with the college programmers for the one last time... Feeling very very sad... I will miss ya guys.. Muakx!!!!

This is a picture taken the day before at our favourite hang out place 'Steak & Shake'... Food there is yum yum lo....

2006-12-30T08:34:00.000-08:00

munching on a biscuit although i having a cough and flu... so desperately hungry luhh.... ahhhh... 2 more weeks to going home.. tml work midnight shift cos new years eve....gonna be busy busy busy at Mouse GEAR...waiting for min min to wake up!!! aiyo...3 more assignments to go to complete.....ahhhhh,,, bbyeeee

2006-12-27T13:57:00.000-08:00

Today is my off day and I am freaking at home doing assignments... 5 more to go and I am free.. Excited!!! *jumps around in circle* Past few days being so freaking sick. So sick I could hardly walk. Woke up today without voice.. But after taking medicine and going ot bed my voice came back.. Tah Dah!!! Okie.. thats not miracle, I drank some herbal drink too... Argh!!!

Okie.. Now I finally know the truth.....

2006-12-25T09:01:00.000-08:00

Yeapx... Finally gonna post some pictures which I took these few days while out with Charmain.

When at Magic Kingdom, met Rinaldi and his roomate. Took a picture infront of MK..

Headed to Animal Kingdom the following day... Me and Charmain

Then to MGM Studios.... Fron Left: Rinaldi, David,Charmain and MEEE

Went to Downtown Disney where they have this really cool mirror at Goofy Candy Co....SEE!!!Picture taken with my colleagues after work!!!

2006-12-24T23:25:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! I simply have to blogged again..... Because I saw this picture!!!! Greatest Highlight of the year. The reason so is becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... Its my Vball coach.. LOL... So funny... Never thought that he would end up in such a pathetic state.... Oh man....hahahah... He got a punishment to drink something with chinese wine plus plus plus alot of things( according to Yu Mei....) I laughed so hard until being that sickly cat I am, My nose actually sort of not stuck le lo... So funny!!!! Photo kop from yumei blog.... And the photos isss.....
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2006-12-24T22:05:00.000-08:00

What a way to spend Christmas... Have been seriously ill for the past few days.... I guess was overly exhausted after the few days when I had guest here and had to bring her around the park. Started with whole body weak, then sore throat, then fever, then now I have a cold. Have been my worst few days since I have to work hard, cook for myself and then try get enough sleep and rush my assignments.....

Shall continue again when I get my pictures uploaded.... Merry Christmas everybody...:D

2006-12-22T10:44:00.000-08:00

For those who haven seen my sisters before, there they are... Ain't they just so cute.... But of course not as cute as me... Seeing this picture kinda make me jealous I am not there to fool around with them... But its ok... Just another 3 more weeks and I am back..

2006-12-21T21:06:00.000-08:00

From Liah:
hiya yiwen...Faster come home k.. like one more month only.. hahas. I saw val recently, she is pretty =) lol. really hope very thing is fine now. Miss going crazy with you guys man. Fen just came back from USA, Rrina like kinda MIA.. ME.. i'm working.. hahas.. Going on holiday soon... Mel is getting ,married soon.. Dunno wHether he will invite us to his wedding or not? hahas

To Liah:
Hiya liah!!!!! I really miss you so much.. I got so much things I wanna tell you girls... Tell you about what it happening in my life.. My Ups and Downs... I really miss going to play volleyball with you all... Everytime I see something that is volleyball related I think of you all.. I bought present for you all lei!!!!! So excited to pass to you all.. ;p

To Fen:
How many gazillion years never talk to you already?? Where did you go to huh??? MIA already HUH!!!!! Neighbour ar neighbour.. When I miss home I always open the letter you wrote to me and reread it... Hao xiang ni orrr

To Rrina:
The person I talk to most during this trip about the 3 of you gurls... The person who knows everything.. You two gotta learn from Rrina huh!!!!I really hope to be able to be there for you now... To support you.. Though like abit no use....

To Melvin:
Zu Ni Xin Hun Yu Kuai...

2006-12-14T14:22:00.000-08:00

Hmm... Today was Graduation Day... Wasn't really in a good mood since yesterday... Still felt that feeling of emptiness.. Despite friends asking me out several times, I still rejected to rot at home....So now kinda regret staying at home... But I guess its good to give myself some space...However I think many would think me stupid since I have only a month left and could easily have all the personal space when I go back to spore.

So just some photos taken at graduation...

Picture taken with Graduation Mickey and Minnie... Ain't they just cute? Won't catch them wearing like that in your whole entire life if you never grad from Disney.. Envious??

My colleagues from work.. Bu Shi Hen Xi Huan Ta Men... Left is Stephanie, Right is Shi Shi

Jon, Ling, Me and Ping with our Practicuum teacher Corrie. She is the coolest teacher I ever seen. Will miss her when I am back in Spore!!

Me and Penny

DBA/3A/13 Disney Programmers UNITE!!! with our cute mickey ear graduation hats....

Me and my Graduation Cert

My official Disney Certificate...

Will try and upload more pix next time.. this is all that I can coax blogger into letting me post...;p

2006-12-13T21:40:00.000-08:00

Sense of emptiness inside me...

2006-12-11T22:44:00.000-08:00

Graduation this Thursday...:)

Got another fanatic service card from managers again!!! *grinx* so so happy.....:D

2006-12-10T10:00:00.000-08:00

Pictures taken from the past few days....

2006-12-08T11:25:00.000-08:00

Hmmm..... I am gonna post PICTURES!!!! Thursday marks the end of Disney CLasses!!! Superrrrrr Happyyyy LUHHHH!!!! YEAH!!! *cheers* Starting the day with classes...This was taken when I was getting ready for class...:P

Then we had exams and impromptu speech.. My topic was my favourite car.. That seriously suck... But whatever.. Its over... Below are pictures of me and geraldine b4 our exams.. Obviously we were not in the mood for exams.. haha...

Then is our really super stressed up with the questions Lee Min... Took while she was still doing her exams while me and geraldine were waiting for her...*grinx*After the exams I went to Disney Winter Salsa Sale that has the items on 70% off.. Bought a pink adidas jacket for 20 bucks with Lee Min and Geraldine.. We all bought the same ones.... Then I parted with them to join Liting and Jieying for buffet dinner.. It was superb.. Nice Ambience, Good Food like prawns, Mussels and cockels that have been long since I ate... This is while we are waiting for seat in the restaurant....

The thing behind me is actually totally made of gingerbread.. I swear I can smell a faint smell of gingerbread.. haha...

Blogger won't let me put anymore photos on this thingy... So gonna do it next time...

Besides this buffet that was had yesterday, I was literally dragged out of bed by my roomates for another breakfast buffet early inthe morning at 7am.. Can you believe it??

For my dear sister who is always saying I am ugly cum fat cum whatever your lousy brain can think of, a guy from my class came to talk to me today and said:" I have been wanting to tell you that you look pretty wearing like this". Muahahahax.. And I said Thank You!!! LOL... whether its the truth or merely lying, it brightened up your day.. How many girls get complimented for being pretty huh?? BLEAHHH!!! I so thick skin.. it is that white outfit in the pictures that he said I look good in... muahahhaa BBYE!!!

2006-12-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

I am falling for this song.. Listening to this everyday cause my roomate likes this song too.. haha..

That's When I Love You

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love youI love you...endlessly
And when your mad cause you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love youI love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love youWhen I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love youI love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love youI love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
That look that u give when you show up late
Baby I love youI love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love youWhen I love you
No matter what
No matter what...

2006-12-07T08:35:00.000-08:00

Today is my super low day....Alot of things happen.... And I am so confused.... I have no idea what I can do.. What I should do... What is going on.. What will happen next.... AHhhhhh.. Its driving me insane..

I am so happy I have people by my side... Was reading Aliah's blog....She wrote:"Yiwen, comeback quick, i'll make a SUPER nice Blended beverage for ya. I'm at the AIRPORT!! " makes my heart so queasy.. Suddenly I miss everyone back home.. I miss people in SP calling me Yew.. I miss chou lao mao calling me MOO MOO... I miss vball gang calling me wenzi!! I know its just like 1 more month to go.. I miss you girls.. Truly... Emo Emo...ARGH!!!

2006-12-05T11:29:00.000-08:00

Missing Those Days...

2006-12-05T08:39:00.000-08:00

The memories you left me are probably the best in my life so far... :)

2006-12-04T22:10:00.000-08:00

Been a rather long day today.. Started off with being late for work. Ok I am not later for work.. Just that I decide to be nice and help my colleague.. Ended up being later for work... GRRR.. Today the managers put me at the High Density Team which I know nuts about.. Seriously I don't understand why they cannot put my other colleague back into the team. But its an opportunity for me to learn I guess.. All i did was to put the things back into place and also to interact with guest. I thought it to be rather fun since the guest that I interact most with were small kids...

Well at least it is better then being in Spider.... One more day of Spider would drive me insane... This week I had 3 days off.. Initially was 2 days.. But i manage to convince one of my colleague to take up my shift.. So I have Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday off. So gonna rot on Saturday...

I think I am gonna go sleep soon.. Haven been feeling the best these few days.. Even chocolate don't make me feel any better. That is of course due to the fact that I am sick.. And chocolate only makes me feel worst... If Lee Min knows I have been eating choco all these time, I bet she will just peel off my skin... muahahhax.... Geraldine don't chu mai wo ok?

What going on with me huh? I think I am really wierd.... paranoid, suspicious, jealous and what more? Go off to bed now. Bye!!

2006-12-02T19:56:00.000-08:00

First of all, this entry is to congrats my sworn sister.. You know who you are yea? Though we might still need to adjust abit but Hey... I am glad you found what you really want.. Thanks for letting me know.. Will meet up with him with you guys when I get back from Orlando alright?? And to him... BETTER TAKE CARE OF MY SISTA YA???

Today enjoyed myself... One of my most relax day since I came Orlando.. Just chilling out, walking around... then movies.. haha... Geraldine don't sad le la... ;p

Gonna go off le.. bbye!!